Wednesday, July 21, 2010
and sometimes it's not even that.
if i had my say, you'd be a stupid little puppy in love.
don't you get it?
the world's not perfect like you think it is.
life's not smooth like you were told to believe.
and people aren't right for you just because they're nice.
snap out of it.
this world's not the place for you, this isn't where you're supposed to be.
happiness isn't something you can get so easily, and love?
love just doesn't exist here.
it's just a word to make everyone feel better, just a term of comfort, to convince you that you've found joy in life.
to cure the world of its deprived state, to trick us into believing that something as perfect as love exists.
to lift our hearts, to make us feel and hope and dream.
but perhaps we were never born with it.
ought not to believe in it because we'll never be able to find it here.
puppy love, huh.
opened up my heart
5:29 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
you have no idea what you're doing, do you?
to see, to read, to hear, to know, to understand what a person is feeling. it might be harder than you think.
when you realise that life's about so many more incomprehensible matters that humans can hardly decipher, you start to understand the secrets that the world holds.
do you believe in god? or in science? do you believe in anything at all?
do you believe in yourself? do you believe in miracles?
do you believe that things can happen without a reason?
do you believe in art? in beauty? or in knowledge? intelligence?
what about revenge, karma, retribution?
what do people believe in?
just a few questions for you, the reader, to ponder on. before i make a move, that is.
being engulfed by life the way it is - wild and dark and menacing, yet fun, exciting and unexpected.
opened up my heart
12:56 AM
Saturday, July 3, 2010
it's one of those times.
when you get too close to people too quickly, when you're speeding on a bike and realise that you're going to crash.
then you back out as fast as possible, wanting to run away, wanting to pretend that it never happened. wishing so hard that everything had never happened, trying to erase all your memories. to go back to the beginning. stretching the thin wire of relationship as far as it can go and further, but never able to break it.
never able to break away from your past.
i'm glad i didn't delete this blog, honestly. it's time to show the world the truth, as the world needs to know it, as only it can be shown.
opened up my heart
2:54 PM
